free internet

i was thinking that oh my theres nothing changed in my life from past year till now (for those stupid who dont know, its iranian new year eve, known as norouz) as u may aware i am into networking wired and wireless, i tried to start an air survey, perhubs theres some wireless network, i found, after litlle abit try to discover network topology i got a rang of ip address that were connected to internet i choosed of those dumb,,,,,,,,whatever right now I HAVE WIRLESS INTERNET AND I AM SO MUCH HAPPY, THIS is goverment internet :D

happy for internet cause i got it for free cause i had no any peny to subscribe ADSL and even my neiberhood would not share inetrenet with thought if i woudl get ADSL this could cost me something that i am unable to bill

Hello wasted days

hello, how are you ?
was i sleep? am i sleepy ?Session of confusion
The lacks of technology
did not exist a fine technique for pain less Suicide as of writing this
i was sleep for days i used to waste,
I got nothing to do just sleep dream on and on for days of nothing ,
I used be depressed way cause i thought im being about nothing,
i was in depth in an unreal love for days,
everyday for something new i used my life,
never care for what i did,
walking by mysellf and swiming on dreams.

THis week

winter is almost over, im afraid of Melting snows on Ski slope so i cant use ski anymore, even thought from march to may i can ski but snow sucks, in early morning that would made of broken ices and in the noontime of melted ice cream, where can i go here are not much entertainment like that in iran, my friend who got knee pain last week, is going to be fine and in good health, but i dont sure that he would ski again till next year. for me this week was so boring cause of things happening again and again, i got nothing in my brithday, who the hell cares for me a bitch , i just got a shaver pack (Gillete) from my sisi, somehow that was not my favorite,

unhappy with friends

As I promised it Was good with excitment to me but my unlucky friend was running at neck-break speed that his left knee got pain, today I called him,his doctor says an MRI image needed to make decision about having surgery on his knee or just band it with chalk for weeks, im worry about him and i feel guilty :( i got feeling like it was fault of me that i brought up that begginer guy to the top of the slope,

Dizin ski this weekend

First that last week ski was extremely wonderful and with too much of fun hanging around with friends, also this weekend I go to dizin ski slope again, there’s little a bite larger with higher slope on loops than other slopes, this would be perfect weekend specially when you carry friends like, mehdi he’s a real beginner that so this week I am going take carfull on ski, I need to decrease my ski speed untill he gets skills enough to follow me, I always drag & move phantomly, I wish you all enjoy, my GF today called me and I am happy cause that, Atleast she didn't forget about keep in touch but with no appointment arrangement, I guess sometime we get rift a part and someday we would get together again, that’s crazy somehow I love actually getting to spend sometime out with her, if I got chance of free time, I stick this post with

a picture of me and a friend from Russia ( with Paraglider strings in right) also second a lonely accelerated snap shot of me, well I should go.

Case studies

some people think that theres no way to escape the destiny, the say its written by the hands of god
A survey in united stated found that 70% of woman are looking for older partner, 99% of them
Could not satsfy the inspector
Interestingly, Cunningham did an unpublished study of 60 women in their 20s, 30s, and 40s, who were shown pictures of men aged to those decades. "The women," he says, "were more interested in men their own age or older."

(these studies was found in US because of culture distance, you may find something little a bit diffrent in Iran, I think here they are looking for 40s Older Man)

Getting over the "shoulds""

We have strong 'shoulds' on ways of partnering up," Kathryn Elliott, Ph.D., assistant professor of psychology at the University of Louisiana at Lafayette, explains to WebMD. "We are victims of inner-critic constrictedness. We think we should only weigh 120. We should marry people within two years of our age. We pathologize anything that isn't within those shoulds."
The key to making older women/younger man relationships work, Elliott says, is to match what she calls voltages. "Choose someone who is your voltage type -- has the same level of intensity about life. If the voltages are different, one becomes the pursuer and one the distancer. This can create pain."

Voltages are not a factor of age, she says
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a right partnership is someone faithful and nothing else matter for me, life in long terms is Changeable , I mean i get over things and change in my own way through Years. all the thing I want to say is that Life would be perfect if we make this possible and reallize that each one of us has its own way ,we would not dumb copy ather as a model, here YOu go for Comment :)

for A sick Lier

Lie, steal, cheat, and kill, a real bad 

Look deep in the mirror, ayatollah look deep into its eyesYour face is replaced, a creature you despise But I know what you're made of, it ain't much I'm afraidI know you'll be lying until your dying day.
Make up your stories, but truth's so hard to sayBrain is numb and your tongue will surely did you graveYour mind is sickly from Alzheimer's disease And decadence and debauchery killed your memories
You're a liar, liar, liar, everyone can seeLiar, liar, liar, it's all you'll ever beLiar, liar, liar, it's what you mean to meLiar, liar, liar ...

springs comming

When you see beautiful sprout growing, I should think that nature is gonna wake up when winter ends. Theres another fact when I show this picture to my friend, he said next snow shower will bring them down. Anyway I think that’s like so soon become spring here. I am not a good photographer atleat not professional altought this macro is mine.

Have you ever asked yoursellf why we kill animal in public !!!

Blood of sheep on the door for giving thanks to god !!
This morning when I opened the home door one thing made me freezed beside the door .I felt like i am getting the vibe , it should have taken as part of Sacramental of Ashoura day, in order God happy a sheep was immolated by using knife to cute her neck, immolation is one of the tasks of Iranian sacramental, someone bring the obejct and lay it down the street and use razor to cut the head.
imagine what sheep felt when her body started pulsates like the hearth worst than all, last night I saw the people from the windows above that were watching those moments .
Puddle of crimson was spreaded across the pebbled asphalt!!! I saw the hungry faces! please ????!! Some youth wipes some of sheep’s blood on the their face, at the end they make some food with the meat produced from the prey.
Today I see the smear of blood on the yard door!! I also see the rope used for stripping out the sheep from the skin , they first float the sheep using a rope to turn upside down and the slice that to the parts,
for goverment it does matter that you keep wild style, then you can do anything . can you bite off the head of sheep so you can do anything else as well. people and friends who thoes thouch my feel please respond and give it a comment!!


?!! my question is ? why we kill animal in public??!?!?!
befor I get out of this post I repeat once again that i respect to all the religion all around the world, somehow Nor I am not into non of them.

Stay Float

I finally fixed my work situation in a company, I Started computer study once again, I got someone new in my life she's 24 and still beautiful, it was her birthday 4 days a go and right now she's 25. I am glad to find a girl such her intelligent and reliable. I will continue ski but before do that I must make sure that I am in good health. For friends you all know that I have been near drowning wanna aske me ? J Let's just say that it definitely was a crazy one.... will never try again right now I have to I just wanted keep it update and say I am alive yet

LOve ya