Hello wasted days

hello, how are you ?
was i sleep? am i sleepy ?Session of confusion
The lacks of technology
did not exist a fine technique for pain less Suicide as of writing this
i was sleep for days i used to waste,
I got nothing to do just sleep dream on and on for days of nothing ,
I used be depressed way cause i thought im being about nothing,
i was in depth in an unreal love for days,
everyday for something new i used my life,
never care for what i did,
walking by mysellf and swiming on dreams.